I remember back when freshmen year summer started I really wanted to start dating a girl cause it had been a while since I had. Well all summer I had been taking this girl out, and hanging out with her and stuff. She was really cool, and cute. And well perfect. I look at her today and what she did still stings.
Basically every single time I asked her to be mine she gave me some excuse that made it seem like she didn’t want to be with me, but when we went out on dates, she held my hand and cuddled with me, and basically made it seem like all she wanted was to be with me.
So idk. All summer was like that, I didn’t mind because I was happy with whatever it was we were. But I still asked her one week before school started, and she said “I just don’t want a relationship right now, aren’t you happy with what we are?”
And well I was. So I left it as is. When school started I looked for her everywhere so I could walk her to class. When we finally saw each other she gave me a hug. But she wouldn’t let me hold her hand,
I just nodded it off
But then this guy came and basically just grabbed and kissed her. And I realized what had been happening when she just gave us both an awkward stare.
So I just smiled at her, gave her a hug, and said “well see ya later. Ill leave you two love birds alone”. When I looked at her again she seemed relieved.
So I left. With the worst feeling in my chest, and the biggest smile on my face.
But if it wasn’t for that girl breaking my heart like that, and putting me off girls, I would have never dated Alex, and my little C.J. would have never been here.
So thank you, you heartless BITCH.
I’ve heard c: lol yeah everyone says she looks like him. The only thing she got from me is her nose c:
Hey, my body ain’t to shabby for a girl who just gave birth.
Seriously… People (mom) made it sound like I was going to look like an obese hippo afterward.
I love how when I’m pissed at my boyfriend I yell and cuss at him, but he just raises his voice at me a bit and I curl up and start crying.
I’m the victim here, k?